I felt like myself again for the first time in over a year. It’s like the fog had lifted that I never even noticed. It had been settling heavy about me like a cloak, wrapping tighter and tighter until it was choking me, and i wondered why i was struggling to breath.
Since moving out on my own I’ve kindof been operating in a base state of panic. Fixating on every single thing to make sure I fail at nothing. Constantly freaking out because I don’t trust myself.
Here’s the thing…
I am extraordinarily skilled, competent, and trustworthy.
I know what needs to be done and I have the skills to deliver, and turns out when I relax and trust my abilities it goes better anyways.